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i feel like i've lost the ability to draw so here are some doodles/ 1st draft designs I made for some of the monster high girlies bc I've still got the urge to draw despite that. they all need some work but I feel like I've gotten to a good starting point.
ive got quite a few ideas for the rest but we'll see if I ever get to them lol
beware the tags! (i never shut up)
#digital art#doodles#artists on tumblr#fanart#fashion#monster high#ghoulia yelps#draculaura#lagoona blue#frankie stein#idk how but ghoulia's glasses are prescription bc I say so#my fav thing to do when ive got art block is to play dress up w characters lol#ironically enough tho#it's hard for me to design outfits for other people bc I just start dressing them how I would if I were doing a closet cosplay of them lol#the pinterest boards ive got for not just the main ghouls#but some of the side charas as well are so full that I had to do something with them eventually#lagoona's fit needs the most work (im bad at athleisure) but she's the most fun to draw XD#i really wanted to lean more into beach gyaru for her but trying to make it work w her usual athleisure style is hard T-T#frankie needs work the second most#her shoes are basically ripped from pinterest XD#draculaura is fun until i have to colour her#i can already tell shes gonna go through a many colour variations if I continue#also dont think about the heights too much bc I sure as hell didnt
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I'm guarding my heart against expecting adoribull crumbs in veilguard because I really don't believe it's going to happen. I think that might be one of the sweet slender branches on the possibility tree that they'll gently and quietly prune away from relevancy, especially since it doesn't involve a player character. dorian will almost certainly be back (hey hiii bestie how have you been? stressed out of your mind I imagine), but I can't imagine they'll let you get too granular with setting up your world state, especially since after ten years they will be expecting to have a lot of players who are new to the series. like AT MOST I can imagine a little background detail implying an amicable bittersweet breakup rather than dragging out the long distance and danger of it all as tevinter politics heat up, if you're allowed to set them both as being still alive.
all that being said I still want it so fucking badly tho fhdskjfhas
#them being together is such an edge case for any given playthrough (no PC romance with either; bull alive; take them out together enough)#it's so unlikely they'll invest resources into it. but maybe. but very probably not. unless... but no --#counterpoint to this spiritually tho: dorian not only fucking but being in a decade long tender & committed romantic relationship#with a once-extremely prominent enemy of the tevene state... still one of the funniest things that can happen in this series#there must be documents about the terrifying head of the secret police on seheron in the magisterium archives. and that's dorian's man#and in the opposite direction bull must have had some real moments of '...oh boy this guy is everything tama warned me about' lol#by trespasser they have such old married couple vibes about it too. the private vs. public perceptions involved. unmatched#would they really throw away such absolute gold. could they bear to. I have many hopes and doubts and dreams and fears#dragon age#adoribull#iron bull#dorian pavus#it would be nice if they at least don't give any information to the contrary that they're still together#so I can live happily in headcanon land (like yes I realize the world is ending but like priorities let's focus on the important things)
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When I see Pav's design I see a guy who really does not care about his rank or appearances (other than the boots rant towards Levi, but I personally like to think that's him showing some amount of concern towards a younger soldier, or to annoy him like the other character exclusive interactions in an attempt to distance himself from your party). Pav's shirt and coat are unbottoned down to the point where they don't even look like they fit him, his chest and and his bullet scars are exposed, he has unkempt hair, and seemingly has a very casual/sloppy posture which implies a lack of respect for the army he's supposedly been indoctrinated in. This contrasts with the image of how most soldiers are expected to be disciplined - to be orderly, clean cut, and tidy, especially higher ranking ones when displaying rank/status. Overall, Pav comes off as messy and possibly not even in his right mind from the beginning. When considering his true purpose for being in Prehevil is to kill the Kaiser, He's practically on a suicide mission.
And this can be further backed up by his attitude towards failing to kill the Kaiser, being saved, and taken to the train. What was the point of joining the same army that killed your village, rising up the ranks through whatever horrible means you had to go through and very possibly willing to do onto others what was done to you in order to get close enough to the man that you deam responsible for everything that has gone wrong in the world, only to find out that he was a indestructible monster beyond your powers? After that, it's either start from square one again, wait to die, or live your life on the run from everyone. Pav had kept a facade for possibly most of his life up until that moment, but as soon as he's cut down the mask breaks apart and he breaks down in train mad at you for giving him a few more moments of life.
To summarize, I'm intrigued by Pav's portrait because it gives us that hint on what kind for person he really is underneath the Bremen "disguise". He can't wait tear the damn thing off himself.
Is he a Bremen pig? Probably not. Is he still a pig? Yes. Or... rather something more feral hiding in the styes that he's trapped himself in, waiting to start a rampage in until he's put down himself. (Hmm. I wonder if that's would actually be a good Moonscorched idea?)
#Pavel Yudin#pav fear and hunger#Fear and Hunger#fear and hunger termina#Fear and Hunger 2#spoilers#fear and hunger spoilers#It took me a while as I was typing this that I realized he kind of reminds me of Char.#I've barely watched Gundam tho so pls do not @ me unless the comparison is accurate enough...#My only concern is that because his design is based off of World War II uniforms it's hard not to associate Bremen it with na/zis#- even though the developer stated that they were intentionally avoiding that...#any way i'm most interested in him possibly having more dialog with Levi or Karin since they (ironically) have somethings in common with Pa#and August since Pav's agenda is very similar to Ragnvaldr's in the 1st game.
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So was anyone gonna tell me that we’re getting an animated lord of the rings movie about Rohan, or was I just going to find out about that when checking the upcoming movies for my local cinema
#I thought about making the actual meme but I decided against it#Worst part is that I was complaining to my friend about how there were no movies coming out that was worth going to the cinema to watch#And joked that they should make a Lord of the rings four#(Before immediately being like please don’t make a Lotr four that would be awful let’s be honest)#Let’s just say we popped OFF when reading that#lotr#lord of the rings#the hobbit#the war of the rohirrim#Miranda Otto is in it so I’m assuming her storytelling is gonna be the framing device#Cause it’s about Helms Deep#Like hundreds of years in the past#I like that it’s a story abouy men tho#Caude we’ve had hobbits (Lotr) Dwarved (The Hobbit ironically enough) and elves (Rings of Power)#So here’s the human movie#Huzzah!
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Just realized that both Vega and Regine have core personalities that are inspired by my favorite Loona members. Guess the chokehold they have on me is still binding lmao
#ironically enough even tho Sora's completely oc she is not inspired by a member#bcuz i wanted her written in a way that compliments both vega and the story i wanna tell
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omfg . radio play version of much ado with david as benedick from 2001
#this version of benedick is a lottttt more serious and restrained than the 2011 version#definitely due to the medium and bc it matches the energy of this version of beatrice way better#it's not david and catherine's insane comedic chemistry but it's still really good imo..#like it's obviously not as endlessly fucking funny as the 2011 version but it's still really solid#and i'm impressed with how they did the humor in a 100% audio format#and i actually really love this interpretation of benedick as more cynical and leaning into his Hater side#ironically david's benedick here generally comes off as older and more mature than his benedick 10 years later#'the prince's fool... hAhH???' is obviously extremely funny but also 'the prince's fool... [uppity hmph]' is Inspired#and his outraged 'oh!'s and gasps and sighs when he listens to don pedro/claudio/leonato talking abt beatrice being in love with him#also funnily enough i think benedick's whole monologue after this is SO good. if not better than the 2011 version#cuz it's more restrained you have benedick's haterism actively fighting and losing against his satisfaction and giddy laughter#and the bit where benedick challenges claudio is so ohhhghhgouhgghg#the way his voice deepens with 'and her death shall fall heavy on you' just FLOORS me it's fucking perfect#but also equally as fun are the line readings where they have evidently remained the same (or similar)#my dearrrrr ladyyyy disdaiiiiinnnn#and the 'she misused me past the endurance of a block' rant#and when he's bitching about claudio falling in love w hero#but the vibes are so different this feels like a whole separate guy and that's really cool#i'm not sure how much i would love this production overall if i wasn't as familiar w the play tho#much ado#shakespeare#essentially trying to say in the least embarrassing way possible that david tennant is now both my first and second favorite benedick
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On the topic tho of like. The archons switching up domains, what do you think could be other interesting changes? Like. Zhongli and Eternity vs Erosion, or how contracts could be subsumed by Justice. Similarly- I think Nahida, with her domain of dreams- could honestly be really fun to play with a Freedom domain, considering the irony of a caged god of freedom to parallel Ventis current story. Alternatively- Freedom in the nation of hydro, where they’re cursed because of the flouting of the rules, and Furina is trapped in a centuries long gilded cage- like. There’s interesting things you can do!! -☁️ (hi it’s me again, I forgot to tag the previous backreading one)
oh yeah absolutely, honestly since the game is about solving problems and dealing with Situations, you could reasonable slap freedom onto any nation and find an interesting outcome. like- freedom from the shogun's dicatorial rule, freedom for ei from her own fears and isolation, freedom for nahida from her prison, freedom of knowledge in sumeru, freedom for furina in how she wants to live life, freedom as it is seen by the people of meropide choosing to remain underwater, freedom for the people of fontaine to finally be people as their ancestors wished without celestia dictating what they can and cannot do, freedom for zhongli to retire and live life at his leisure, freedom for the humans of liyue to carve their own path forward on their own two feet (i admit that's the weakest one); and now natlan will probably be freedom to coexist or freedom from violence or freedom from natlan itself since it's closed. snezhnaya, too, could be about freedom: freedom from celestia's rule, freedom from the heavenly principles (or whatever the fatui are doing); same thing for khaenri'ah and the abyss sibling. freedom from fate and to be able to decide your own destiny. at the end of the day any plot with any conflict can include freedom as a motif, so like- yeah, freedom would be the easier to switch around.
as for the others, that would be the more interesting part i think. like you said, contracts and justice, eternity vs erosion (which is already ei's plot so zhongli wouldn't be all that new honestly), wisdom for zhongli too with the whole witnessing history thing. eternity for nahida in the way wisdom perseveres through time but also in the irony of knowledge is beholden to irminsul and knowledge in irminsul is apparently subject to erasure. stuff like that
we'll have to see how we can play around with natlan and snezhnaya. if snezhnaya is about love that could also be really interesting, as you could also feasibly slap it most of everywhere, too.
#funnily enough tho it might be because it's already supposed to be about freedom#but i find mondstadt is the least freedom-y of the nations in its like. plot#like if we ignore the history pre-game and focus on in-game events#like what's the freedom aspect in mondstadt's plot? i know mondstadt's plot is already minuscule at best#unless i'm forgetting smth#but liyue came out at the same time and it has more to do with contracts than mondstadt with freedom#like yeah freeing dvalin from the abyss' control over it.#but by that logic every single nation would be about freedom as well#someone please tell me their take on that actually i'm kinda curious#like in-game plot-wise#what has mondstadt to do with freedom. is it just not noticeable because they're already a free nation and all that? but again#by that logic so too would be fontaine and liyue. unless you want to argue freedom only exists in the absece of their ruling archon#in which case that seems like a surprisingly closed-off definition of freedom. which is ironic#and even then mondstadt seems like not the most free nation despite being the nation of freedom.#mondstadt is the USA all over again
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You and Transmasc!Hughie's First Time [Imagine/Oneshot]
“When he first starts speaking, you’d be surprised, and then you’d be relieved and tell him through giggles that you were in the same boat as him.”
RATING: 18+ MDNI
SUMMARY: Hughie’s been very nervous for your guys’ first time sleeping together. You find out why. Turns out, you and him have more in common than you thought.
EXTRA INFO: GN!Reader, Trans!Reader, Hughie is AFAB & transmasc AUTHOR’S NOTE: hi i been feeling a little dysphoric lately . so i hit hughie with the vagina beam to help me not want to die ☺️ . this is entirely self indulgent but if someone out there also wanted this then…….. this is for yoouuu…… nodding my head WORD COUNT : 587
Hughie wouldn’t be able to hide it for much longer. He’d sit at the edge of the bed, nervously bouncing his leg as he waits for you. In his mind, he’d be going over what he would tell you, fully prepared to be hit with rejection.
What he wouldn’t know is that you were in the bathroom silently freaking out over the same thing. You really liked Hughie, what if this was a dealbreaker for him?
You’d walk out, letting out a deep breath as you face him. But before you can say anything, he stands up and tells you himself.
When he first starts speaking, you’d be surprised, and then you’d be relieved and tell him through giggles that you were in the same boat as him. The tension in the air would ease and the two of you would fall onto your bed, you on top of him as he held onto you.
And now he lets out soft breaths into your mouth as you kiss him, shooting sparks up your spine. Your hands fumble with his belt, desperate to get it out of the loops. His hands assist yours and he shuffles his way out of his jeans, bunching up at his ankles. Your hand goes to the waistband of the boxers covering him up. You can’t rush it now, practically teasing the both of you by keeping them on.
But you can’t resist for too long before your fingers are rubbing gently over his swollen clit, feeling the slickness practically dripping from his entrance. He shudders and grasps onto you like you’re his lifeline as your hand flawlessly works him open for you.
You only start with your index and middle finger, gently coaxing his cunt into relaxing around you. The way you can feel him flexing around your digits drives you fucking crazy. You whisper little praises to him, smiling down at the way his face twists in pure bliss.
You readjust your hand, your middle and ring fingers now fucking him open even further, but it’s clear that he would be getting more stimulation if you were touching his clit. You move your body down, your mouth and hands working together to make him practically cry from the pleasure. You wouldn’t mind doing this for the rest of your life until your jaw fell off.
Hughie’s legs shake as you continue sucking and finger-fucking his cunt, and it’s not long until he’s desperately gasping out his little warnings about coming already. You have a one track mind as you push through the soreness in your wrist and jaw, desperately needing to feel him come around you. If your mouth wasn’t so occupied, you would be telling him how good he is and how pretty he sounded, even if he was trying to be quiet.
A strangled cry sounds from his throat as he writhes under you, his muscles tighten and relax irregularly for a few moments, his hands resting on your head, grasping onto your hair. It took all his self restraint to not tug at your hair, wanting to be gentle and not hurt you. But it wasn’t easy.
You gently pull your hand away, watching the string of cum between your fingers as you separate them. Looking him in the eyes, you can tell he’s a little embarrassed at the wet and pathetic mess he had become. You don’t care, though. This was only the beginning of what was sure to be a wetter and even more pathetic night.
#the boys#the boys smut#the boys fanfic#hughie campbell x reader#gender neutral reader#transmasc headcanon#transmasc hughie campbell#trans reader#nsft#mdni#i almost made this a butch lesbian hughie fic#i was really clsoe to doing it#i think i still might write a butch lesbian hughie fic#because . thats like my whole brand#i pussied out tho tbh tbh#ironically enough#the boys imagines
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that post about the internet lingo in books is so funny because when i reblogged it i was thinking about the locked tomb and then someone reblogged it from me saying TLT wasn't that bad and then someone else reblogged it from me saying absolutely TLT is that bad about it
and i gotta be honest, if a book comes to mind AT ALL for including too much internet-isms, even to defend it... that's too much you've fucked up
if i can smell twitter or tumblr or reddit in your book... if can hear the vocal fry of a podcaster... if i feel at all aware of the fact that your screen time on your phone is more than an hour a day through your book... you gotta scrap the entire thing and start over again
the internet existing in a book isn't necessarily the problem but if i feel like your book is sprouting out of a specific internet ecosystem and its drastically affecting the tone/voice of the work...
it's over.
internet voice in a novel is just marvel quips for people who think they've evolved past marvel quips
#TLT was written by a homestuck weirdo it was never gonna be good tho#no offense to the person who defended it int he tags but......#be honest with yourself#also LMAO at the people being liek OKAY ILL BE BRAVE ENOUGH TO SAY TLT#as if they're a scary fanbase??? stand up!!!!#are you afraid of dudes in iron man t shirts??#like#that's the level we're at#STAND UP
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The way Ankou said nothing until the last minute in the first 2 routes but immediately goes "actually don't" when Ceres says she's going to be working for Scien is either going to be wildly concerning or ironic depending on how this goes
#em talks#shuuen no virche#virche evermore#ironic as in he's not as bad as the other two but who knows at this point#like the other two weren't concerning enough for him but scien is??#man with how these routes have been going idk what to expect rn#I'm expecting Dahut to be fucked up tho#as is the theme of the side characters so far
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Me, an aro/ace person: *makes Echo aro/ace*
Also me: *proceeds to make a doomed yaoi crossover-ish crackship with cyclock(a bad end friends oc) cause I think there dynamic would be funny*
(There ex's before echo kicked brud's bucket)
When your in a "weirdest pairing of ocs" competition and this is your competition (idk what the shipname would be):
Nah I just find it funny I made this a a thing and for all the people that started to follow me once I got into sprunki are probably a little confused
Ngl most of my bad end friends stuff on my au is for my ask blog HINT HINT PROMOTION LOL
This reminds me how I do need to draw Cyclock's boyfriend, Caleb (oc owned by one of my friends) at some point. Tho I do enjoy Cyclock x Echo astetically speaking (and funny lols reasons)
Even funny when I get into some of my bef lore with the sprunkis
(I would also like to confirm despite his looks cyclock is 17...kinda basses on the fact a lot of my male classmates have had beards and mistakes since sophomore like holy fuck guys-)
#they honesyly give me “you look lonely i can help with that” vibes#like echo's ghost goes to cyclock one day and pulls thats shit on him#in terms of there relationship it was probably an on and off one before cyclock decided to dump him for good#it was also a secret from the family so there probably not even aware#idk i like putting cyclock in messy relationships even tho his ace and gay#like i shiped him ironically with evil morty cause they hate each other and i thought it was funny#then there was with his friend thorn which was really more of a rebound for thorn cause he has a dead bf (now they can bond)#unless if echo gets revived and doesnt start the apocalypse part 2#i dont think they will work out enough to be end game#art#bad end friends#bad ending#bad end friends au#digitalart#bad end#oc#oc art#sprunki#sprunki incredibox#darkcult fan kid#crackship
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NRS maybe more people would play your game if you gave people what they actually wanted instead of 3 more guest characters
#where tf is Sonya I’m actually gonna sue you guys#I don’t want anyone coming here telling me she’s not iconic enough to be in the game like mf SHES THE OG WOMAN???#also not to mention it took them 12 years to bring back cyrax and Sektor#and then when they do they’re iron man suits like that’s so lame#idc they’re girls tho I love toxic yuri as much as the next person#UGH I HATE THIS GAME HRO#mortal kombat#mortal kombat 1#mk1
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the crown's version of queen elizabeth is a better wife than me because if my misogynistic husband kept trying to supersede my authority all the damn day the next time he did it in front of another person i would just call him "queen philip" and make him cry because of his hatred of women
#personal#season 2 philip is the most annoying man ever#poor matt smith gets stuck playing this incel-esque deeply sexist men who abhor their wives for being of a higher station than them#buddy get OUT of there!!!!! this is now two times you've played an evil man who sucks and is a shitty husband and dad too!#(ironically prince philip and daemon are soooooo similar but prince philip in the crown legit comes off better)#(which is just a sign of how much daemon sucks)#anyway i don't care if it wasn't historically accurate or would have been rude to do to a man who was still alive at the time of airing#i would have written someone getting sick of philip's constant temper tantrums about a life he voluntarily signed up for#and turning one of his constant sexist/homophobic insults back around on him#next time man starts whining about how his monarch wife isn't paying enough respect to him even tho he's legit A Guy without her#call him a 'priss' for pitching a fit and watch him utterly collapse
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The urge to headcanon every pathologic character as aroallo is getting harder to resist each day
They'd each fall differently on the Aversed/Neutral/favoured spectrum for romance. Some would go for a relationship, and others would prefer a fwb situation. Some are poly by default while others prefer monogomy.
#YOU'RE ARO AND YOU'RE ARO AND YOU'RE ARO AND EVERYONE HERE IS ARO#Lara is so Aro codded you CANNOT tell me otherwise#Honestly Aglaya might be the only non-aro character ironically enough#Actually Eva too#BUT ARTEMY? ALL ARO#VICTOR KAIN?? AROOOO. EVEN NINA KAINA FUCK YEAH ARO QUEEN#Rubin is aro but doesn't know what aro is so he assumes everyone is just the same#DANIIL DANKOVSKY THE AROALLO KING#Peter👀👀👀👀 Yes#Andrey too actually#LISTEN vlad#the younger obv#the older is so smitten in love and it's so beautiful#Capella actually feels aro to me the way she says she doesn't love khan but still cares and wants to be with him#ik it's for the town future but when pushed she admits he doesn't love her yet but he will eventually#but she doesn't say anything about her loving him eventually#Yulia is aro too you're not escaping the aro ray#Maria is romance repulsed aro she doesn't want a relationship either no matter what kind#But Artemy is romance favoured aro#Anna? Aro. BUT she likes peaple admiring her and getting crushed tho she will never reciprocite#ASPITY? AROOOOO all the way. Familial love is the whole world to her and everything else is second place#I don't see Katerina and Alexander being aro BUT they're very supportive parents of Clara being aro#By supportive I mean extremely embarrassed also completely misunderstanding it#Alexander Block looks at Clara like “What you're describing is what everyone feels tho right?” not realising he too is aro#He has intense platonic love and care for others#♧several characters
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i'm really sorry anglophones but the dutch dub of atla, at certain points, is just objectively better
Hama's cackling laughter
Ember Island's Zuko exclaiming "Honooor!"
Sokka's voice cracks
the dutch dub just has a little more oomph, a little more commitment, a better sense for the well-timed overdramatic
#atla#& this is coming from sb who generally prefers fiction in english#(ironically enough bc english has a lil more flair to me. dutch is very matter-of-factly in comparison)#(tho ofc the matter-of-factly nature of dutch can also greatly enhance fiction depending on the topic. dystopian fiction KILLS in dutch.)#(Bordewijk's Blokken will rip you apart)
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OK, the Underdark bit I've been most worried about for Rakha...
"Ah! A visitor! You're a welcome sight!"
Rakha is on guard immediately meeting this man. The only other such person she's met before - Wyll identified them as hobgoblins - was Ragzlin, one of the three leaders of the goblin camp aboveground. This fellow, though, smiles brightly at her and turns away from the large stack of books he has been examining, with no trace of hostility or malice in his manner.
"But," he goes on cheerfully, "let us observe the customs of the locals."
Narrator: The scholar's brow tenses. His voice spills into your skull, the spores connecting mind to mind.
Rakha squeezes her own eyes shut as her brain seems to vibrate with the man's voice. Blurg, proud member of the Society of Brilliance, at your service.
Then he flinches back and groans, rubbing his temple. "Hgn--nzzt. Or perhaps not. Your mind is far more complex than that of the fungi."
Rakha opens her eyes slowly. Society of Brilliance. She recognizes that name, too - the trader on the road to the creche mentioned working for them. The trader Rakha killed for being an ass to Lae'zel and threatening to steal a githyanki egg.
The man seems harmless, but she does not trust him. "Were you here when the duergar attacked?" she asks carefully.
Blurg smiles ruefully. "I observed the fight from a distance," he says. "Combat is not my field of expertise, but the myconids handled themselves well enough." He gestures around him. "My colleagues and I are working to improve conditions in the Underdark. This need not be such a dire, hostile place."
Rakha considers this, then relaxes slightly. Whatever this Society might be, Blurg does not grate on her the way Esther did; the beast urge remains at its low-level hum in the back of her mind.
Blurg, on the other hand, is looking at her with sincere interest. "It's curious to find a surface dweller here. What has brought you down so deep?"
(A/N: As usual - Rakha's primary resemblance to Hector is that her inclination is to be completely honest roughly 100% of the time. However, the only honest answer here goes straight to the tadpole; I think Rakha would have been more likely to talk about Moonrise Towers and their destination.
I know why they did it this way - bc they're setting up Omeluum's arrival - but it's always a bit annoying when the exact conversational tack I want to use isn't an option. Cos realistically it's already been established that telling a stranger who knows about such things that you have a tadpole is a recipe for being treated like a ticking time bomb. But we work with what we've got. XD )
"A mind flayer infected me with a tadpole," Rakha says with a slight shrug. She doubts this man will know anything about what that means, of course - and if he does, his reaction will probably be only fear. But there's no more point in sugarcoating the situation here than there has been anywhere else.
To her surprise, though, he perks up curiously. "Truly remarkable! But why come to the Underdark where they hold so much power?"
Rakha blinks. Curiosity is not the reaction she expected. And she can't help wondering if there are answers to be had here.
Explain the whole story.
Blurg listens with intent interest as Rakha, in quick clipped sentences, lays out the state of their adventure so far. He clicks his tongue thoughtfully when she's finished. "You were infected by an illithid tadpole? It's a miracle you're still intact. You must be worried sick - but have no fear! I have a friend who may be able to assist!"
Before she can ask him what she means by that, her head rings as the hobgoblin gives a shout through the connecting network of spores around them. Omeluum!
A pause - and then another ringing mental voice, this one lower and more resonant than Blurg's. I hope this is important, Blurg. My zurkhwood samples need constant attention.
"It is!" Blurg says excitedly, abandoning the mental communication and calling down the pathway behind him. "This adventurer has an illithid tadpole inside her head. But she hasn't turned!"
"No ceremorphosis?" says the deeper voice, now aloud as well. Rakha turns in time to see the new arrival--
"That's impossible," the mind flayer says placidly. "But intriguing. Are you looking to have it extracted?"
All of them go completely still, staring wide-eyed - for a moment too astonished to react.
Lae'zel finds her voice first, and her tone has gone ice-cold with trembling rage. "Ghaik!" she snaps. "Your head will make a fine trophy for my queen!"
"Please - hold," says the illithid; its tone has a muted urgency that might be a panicked shout in any other race. "I understand your rage against my kin. One of my brethren forced a tadpole into your eye - or ear, perhaps? But I assure you, I stand with the Society of Brilliance, not the colonies of my people."
Rakha barely hears him. Her heartbeat feels suddenly very loud in her ears, rage suddenly consuming everything else. Her vision pales out and the beast roars in her head. ENEMY. KILL.
She trembles with the urge to leap forward as she did back on the nautiloid, to hurl itself at this creature that is like those who captured her and destroy it, rip the tentacles from its head and shove a knife through that gaping maw of teeth beneath.
But--
She looks past Lae'zel's seething expression to Wyll behind her. He knows the hunting of monsters, but he has gone still with an expression of wary curiosity. He hears the same thing she does - there is something different about this illithid. Something strange, a mystery that tugs at the rational part of her mind.
And if she fights here, it might turn the myconids against them. And she does not wish them dead; she wants to bring them Nere's head and purchase another moment of peace.
"The myconids wouldn't appreciate us fighting here," she rasps out, her voice strained with the effort of resisting the blood urge. "I'll listen."
"Fool!" Lae'zel snarls. "They infest your head and invade your dreams, and still you would parley?"
Rakha ignores her. This isn't about the illithid, not really-- it's about the strangeness of this moment, and her need for answers, and her own inward struggle. It's another moment where the beast has wanted to kill and she has held it back, which is a sort of victory.
She half-expects Lae'zel to attack regardless, and hasn't quite decided whether to stop her. But Lae'zel remains still; her eyes are burning like coals with frustration... but she follows Rakha's lead and waits, a hand on her sword but leaving it undrawn.
The illithid seems to relax slightly. "I ask only that you refrain from violence," it says gravely. "I respect that your opinion of my kind may be... charged." It takes a slow, careful step forward. "If that settles matters for the time being - would you like a diagnosis? Open your mind to me. Let us see what lurks within?"
Rakha's jaw sets tightly at once. She has many invaders already in her head; she does not need another. Certainly not an illithid. "Never mind," she says curtly. "I'm done with mind flayers touching me."
The illithid tilts its head to the side. "I see," it says. It does not seem bothered by her attitude - but there is an odd air of regret in its monotone voice. "I will remain here... if you change your mind..."
#bjk plays bg3 durge#rakha the dark urge#whoo boy :P#i went around and around on this one#part of rakha really just wanted to rip omeluum up on sight#which is like... fine if that's what she needs to do - i'm trying not to be too precious about her killing npcs besides the companions#but tbh especially as she's starting to resist a bit more her giving in to the urge is often the least interesting option :P#and (as writer86 pointed out to me) her curiosity/needing the facts is one of the things that most works against the urge for her#and omeluum is decidedly weird enough to spark that#there was no way she was gonna let him poke around in her head tho :P#so i guess we get to find out if good ol' omelette shows up at the iron throne even if you didn't do his act 1 quest
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